i recall 2008 as being the year with the most successes and the most failures.

2009 must be the fastest year with the most irrational decisions. I have never felt so complicated in life too. achieved half of the goals i set out at the beginning of the year, while came to realise how much more is there for me to grow. also the first time i felt so incapable, childish, and so much more to learn.

The biggest learning in 2009 must be - how to appreciate the things i get despite the downside of an event, and to think more on consequences. its easy to quit especially at critical moments and hope for a better result after that, but realistically speaking... and then.. so what? why would things get better (in the long run) should i walk away. Yet learning how to handle and strive for the balance, especially on health matters....


would spend the last 2 weeks thinking about my goal in 2010.

looking forward to HK.