the endless derivatives practice questions and homeworks absorbed my entire sunday.. even though productivity was pathetic, there was a new invisible force to keep me in my room instead of wondering around.

sigh.. in the end I didn't get to touch any fixed income stuff (besides printing more notes and putting them in my bag). This left me feeling pretty lousy, especially tomorrow there's a speaker coming and there's like 20 articles to read and prepare for the Q&A. sob..... I haven't even read a single line... not even any ideas what those articles are about.

should i buy a wig........ sigh. dont feel like sleeping, cos it will mean school tomorrow............... or rather, a few hours later.... AHHHHHhh...

I need to re-double my effort.. now that undergraudate life is coming to an end soon, my mood to study is slowly creeping back. I can actually understand what the profs talk about in class, though the sinking in and thinking do take lots of time.. my learning curve is like the J-curve... *blah* hope that I can bring this feeling into the MBA course. I guess its important to study things that interests me instead of trying to pass time during strategy.

sighhhh.. i dont think i want to have long hair for a while.. more like i cant.. haha...