Dear ALL!
After this blog, I will (probably) not be blogging for quite some time (2~3 weeks). Hence I'm bidding a mini farewell here. byeeeeeee!
This morning (less than 5 mins ago), I have donated a big part of my memory away. I feel really really really complicated - more like all those sence shots are appearing in my mind at one shot.. and there's so much of them zooming in and overlaping at the same time that I am still struggling to handle....
I have donated 80% of my kendo equipments away to smukc.
SMUKC was where I started kendo. From there, I went to APU KC, trained hard, sweat, bleed... (didn't cry though! haha). So much so much of my memories from kendo... It was one of my biggest achievements in life I would say... and when I see JK taking them away (well he came to my place to collect it), especially my bogu(s) and that shinai (which I have turned it into just bamboos) which I got my 1st kyuu and sho-dan with.....
But, putting it here with me is a waste. Honestly, I doubt I'll continue it again. Even if I do, its really not normal to bring it to Japan with all my other lugguage (though I'm not normal to begin with, since I've done it once liao.. haha). I just felt as though I have lost my faces to the senseis who have taught me well, to my senpais who have trained me hard, and to all those supporters who have cheered me along.
So... giving it to the club, and setting some conditions to it, should benefit the club. I do hope the club grows, prospers, and be a proud one once again.
FIGHTO SMU KC.
I will never stop training kendo mentally.
(I dont think they will read this but) I just want to say:
Sorry. I have been a disappointment.
Time is reallllllly running low and I have to RUNNNNNN!
See you!
Love,
Sandy