hi!

So i have disappeared to Macau and now I'm back! Its already Tue and I'm flying off on Sunday... Come to think about it, its ONLY 12 weeks in Japan before I'm due to come back to HK again.

Its kinda rare that I'm having this sorta holiday now.. It felt like March 06 when I was preparing to go to Japan for exchange. I never thought that I'll go through all these once again, and here I am at home, bumping around getting ready for my next journey - to Japan again.

Japan was quite an interesting place for me. Because of the exchange program to APU, I raised even more questions about what I really wanted in life. I was lost, and wondered why APU was filled with dreams. Why are people aspiring to be a beautician (helping people to massage), why do people wanna work in the UN, why are people flying to Thailand to fight for the poor.. They have such fantastic life dreams, and to just turn around, I see a few hundred SMUggers sweating in the library as they swallow the text down, fighting for participation in class, back stabbing each other at times while smiling etc... its such a big contrast.

Anyway..... on a side issue. I just wanna say..... I GAMED in SPIDER!!! I feel extremely happy when I managed to game the difficulty level in spider.. maybe because I dont challenge it often, and when I do, I often failed.... and this leads to a super side issue - I've been reading a book on common sense recently. I just wanna say - I hope to maintain my coolness and rationality always. STAY COOL!!

What a weird way to end this entry.