I was really tired, so before I slept, I set my alarm for 7 hours later.
In the end, I woke up quite some time before my alarm triggers.
There's a series of nightmares haunting me for the past 2 days.
I need to be stronger.
I need to be better.
I need to be successful.
I need to be more hard working.
I need to be more careful.
I need to balance my life better.
I need to ..... and I will do it. I must do it.
I dont want to be laughed at anymore.
I dont want to be abandoned anymore.
I dont want to be an empty shell anymore.
OSUUUUUU!
FIGHTO!!!!
I can do it! and I WILL DO IT!!!!!!!!!
FIGHTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!