I have finally healed, and had been (not so busy but packed) with overdue work... Fortunately they are almost all cleared, and it is the last week of school this week, followed by final exams next week.

I have been doing so much work that I haven't had time to study. Feeling a bit empty.

Recently there's quite a lot of chaos happening around - mainly personal relationships. I had to go over to a friend's room to talk to her about life, and after that go to another friend's room and talk about experience and advantages of school versus work place... from time to time I talk to friends about courage etc.

This year, about 4 people told me something like "you couldn't find someone else who cares more for you" or "I believe I care for you the most in this world". I find a very weird feeling growing inside me whenever someone says these kinda things to me. I could only smile to reply, and have no idea what kind of response or reaction am I suppose to conduct.

Today is the last day I will have internet connection in my room for this year. I have registered to terminate the lan connection from tomorrow onwards and will re-apply again when school begins.

Actually I have quite a bit of complications that I would like to blog down, but nah, I'll pass it.

Okiesss, going to pick up my laundry, clean up my room, and try to get some studying done :)